Glee situation (Post Finn)

          Seeing Finn is alright. It's after that, when the spiral of sadness comes. I also don't need to say how unbelievably sad it is that I need Glee to make me feel feelings. It just makes me think: It doesn't matter what you do or how good of a person you are, we're all gonna die. What's important though, is the journey.

          I know this is incredibly cliche, but hear me out. Nobody in the world matters more to yourself than you. Make choices based on what YOU feel will make you happiest. But like everything, this is easier said than done. I know that going with the flow is easy, and relatively comfortable. It's an incredibly scary world out there, and why risk it? Nothing bad will happen to you if you just stick to the status quo.

          But nothing good will ever happen either. Movie-like stuff will never happen to you. You know, achieving dreams, adventures, true love, whatever floats your boat. Go for it. The worst that could happen will, eventually, happen. But the best that could happen won't happen if you don't try. Move. Go. After all, you only live once.




Have a happy friday the 13th,

Dangit Finn Hudson

           Ok... I should never have watched Glee. I can't get through it pretending that everything's all fine. I didn't know Cory Monteith, but it felt like one of my friends just died. And now I'm watching him, the awesome guy that he is, and I just can't believe it. He's just... not here anymore. I can't wrap my head around it. But I need to get through this. Just to be able to say that I did. And it feels like I owe him at least this. How in the world would his friends and family feel about this? He's not even my favourite character in Glee yet it hit me so hard.

          I'm not gonna be happy for quite a while... Just know that it's me, not you.



RIP Cory Monteith




See you later,