Does anybody else pretend to do the things that you think happy people do? In private? Like imagine a movie where a girl's listening to music: she'd bop her head and do little jigs and lip sync with a hairbrush. Logically of course, I know that's for dramatic effect but... Sometimes I sit alone in my room and listen to music and dance around in my chair to see if that makes me feel happier. How sad is that? I don't know. I actively make myself smile because maybe it might make me feel happy. Sort of like, I'm practising how to be a regular person? I'm not completely sure why I do it.
I wanted to post this short thing on my instastory or something but I thought it would be too emo and people would think it was sad.
