Sadness And Depression

I feel nervous, pissed, sad, and scared at the same time. I'm going to list out some of the things I'm worried about now....

1. PMR results

They're coming out next week!!!! I don't know how I did.... I completely forgot about how I did, since its been 2/3 months now. But to have something to go by, I got 5A's for UPSR, and 2B's. Hopefully I'll do as well, if not better, than my UPSR.

2. Time Constraints

I'll admit, I broke the time constraints set by my dad. sometimes an early 15 minutes, sometimes a late half an hour. But I did NOT stay up late yesterday and went online! I didn't! I watched Casey play, I commented, but I didn't play myself, or do anything I wanted. So stop treating me like I did something so hideously WRONG!!! Because my dad just reprimanded us for going over our 2-5 PM time constraint. So, I'm pissed.

3. Results

There's more I want to add, and that is, I have a perfect cousin. A cousin that got full A's on both PMR and UPSR. And undoubtedly SPM, too. How do I live up to that? I know they SAY they're not comparing, but I know they'll at least THINK "Gee, why can't little Jojo be like her cousin?" Don't get me wrong, I love my cousin to itsy bitsy tiny bits. Believe me. Best cousin ever. She's just so frickin' good!!!

That's all now... Farewell!

Yawn......

I stayed up till 2 in the morning, 2!!!! Doing what you ask? Playing online GAMES!!!!! With Casey!!!!!!! Yabbo, to be exact. Add me!!! And tell me if you found me from this blog :)

Username: ArianaCuszo

Don't forget to give me PRESENTS!!!!!!!!!! XD

Guess what?

   I'm having a SLEEPOVER!!!!! With who? With my buddy, my pal, the one and only, CASEY CHONG!!!!

    So I'm online, she's playing my ipod, and I am very very bored. So is she I think.... What do ppl normally do during sleepovers? We've played boardgames.... And now I don't know what to do! Suggestions please.... But you don't even exist do you... *sigh...

OwOwOwOwOW!!!!!!!

Serious pain (yesterday). I went to the lagoon with my family, and when I got there it was low tide. So I had to go way out to have the water reach my waist. Then suddenly, I stepped on something I thought was a rock, so I quickly stepped away, but it didn't stop hurting!

     I couldn't see my legs, 'coz the water was, as I said, waist high, so I hopped on my unhurt foot to the shore, all the while saying "ow,ow,ow,ow,ow....." when I almost reached the shore I looked down and OMG!!! It was a whole lump of little tiny green.... Plants! (?) Kinda like algae, except I don't know what it actually is, but it hurt like hell and gave me a frickin' rash. Still hurts, BTW.


    Anyways, I finished book 4 on my list! Courtesan. It was good, a historical book. And then I read...

5.  The Pi**ed-off Parents Club

It's about a group of angry parents, but mostly it's about one particularly attention-seeking mother. Kinda funny! :)

6. Misery

Hard to find a good pic for this book... Especially since there's a movie, too. This isn't the cover for the one I'm reading, but it's the same story, so I guess it doesn't matter so much. I have to say I haven't actually started reading it yet, but it's Stephen King, so it's gotta be good, right?

Restrictions

I've recently been restricted to about 3 hours of internet per day. IT"S BORING ME OUT!!!!!!!! I'm on holiday now and I have absolutely NOTHING to do. NOTHING.

     I try to do other stuff but.... What is there to do? My dad suggests gardening. Why would I do that? It's not a hobby of mine, unlike blogging or web surfing or online games. 

     Of course I still read, I've finished 3 books in 3 days now, and I'm scared to go on. A book a day? How many books will I need to survive??? Plus I've accidentally borrowed series-es (?) from the library, and I'm dying to know what happens next.

Here's my reading list for now, I'll add more when I read more! :)

1.  Poseur

Great book. Great series! I want to read the next three books!

2. The Ashleys, Birthday Vicious

Again, great book. These are all in the chick-lit category.

3.Sparkles

Not chick-lit. I think. This one kept me up all night. Really.

4. Courtesan

I'm not done with this one yet but so far so good!

     That's about it for now! See you non-existent readers soon!

Another one??? O.O

     It may or may not surprise you, but I actually have another blog! This one started about.... 3 or 4 years ago. I started this new one mostly because I hate the old domain name, and also because I wanted to design my very own template-look. The old one looks really nice, don't get me wrong, I just wanted to try something new.

     Another thing, should I change my mouse cursor? It's currently this macbook thing and I thought it may be too ew. Pictures below!

Macbook?

Or cute little initial cursor?

     Questions, questions.

New facebook game

     First off, I know it's not really new. But it is to me! I just started playing yesterday, and I've been trying to hack it ever since. I have to admit I'm already a little bored. But since it's holidays I'll just milk it for what it's worth.

Feel free to add me! And try it out too! It's kinda fun!

CURSORS!!!!

     I am currently addicted to CURSORS!!! I was searching for twilight related cursors, to sooth my twilight-deprived soul, but all I see are Robert Pattinson or Kristen Stewart's heads with a little arrow to the left. No twilight logo, or Bella cursors, NONE. Sad. But my cursor is nice too, right? Right?

     Oh BTW my cursors are all from Cursors-4u. Go check it out! It's so awesome! Apart from the lack of Twilight (books) related cursors. But that's not so important, right? RIGHT? GOSH you guys never answer me! Never mind. Forgiveness is divine. Or so Charlie says.

     I just realised, I'm making this SUPER hard on all non-twilight readers aren't I? Or even twilight haters(BOO). Well sorry. Come back when you've finished reading it!!

Done... (-.-)~

        This is another picture from Stephenie Meyer's guide. Scanned it in and coloured it. Of course it was already WAY pretty before, and maybe I screwed it up. I dunno. Here's both of Bella's pics from the guide and then both of them after colouring.

     

     

          Better or worse? I personally like the human Bella (coloured) more than the vampirized Bella. If by some weird sort of chance I get some viewers, leave me a comment and tell me which is better!

Here's a pic!!!

I took a Drawing from Stephenie Meyer's Official Guide and coloured it in. See what you think. Should I have left it the way it was or should I have coloured it in?

          So? Waddya think ? Nice or not? I'm working on another one, Bella after vampirism (gold eyes!). Made using the fabulous Paint Tool SAI.

Twilight Archives

Twilight Archives:

Try this everyone! To get rid of my post-twilight saga depression, I decided to go online in search of solace. I wanted to find out what could happen if things went another way, or if characters didn't play their parts, or maybe what happens AFTER breaking dawn. So, to save me from chronic depression(again), here is something I've never tried before:

reading (and possibly writing) TWILIGHT FANFICTION!!!!

Some of this is really quite good. Even though they don't seem very much like the actual character, the creativity is just astounding.

Here's the link! -->    Twilight Archives

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Oooh! Look!

Look what I found! Of course it's exactly how I would imagine them!!! (confused? Please refer to previous post)      Except for some reason Bella always seemed to have light curls. You know, kinda like Charlie's hair.

  Oh and here's something else(just for laughs!)   

I have to say. LOL!!!!!

Twilight saga... Again!

  I'm re-reading the twilight books again. Naturally I bought all 4 books, which contributes to about half of my personal book collection. I used to be OBSESSED with twilight. And now I am again! But... I'm not gonna go all stalkerish(like I was back then).

  Oh, have I mentioned that I HATE the Twilight movies? I hate Kristen Stewart, I hate Robert Pattinson, I hate ALL of them. No offense but they made twilight suck. If I'd watched the movies FIRST, I definitely would not read the book. Unlike Harry Potter. Now that's a successful novel-turned-movie. I DID read the book first, about... 5, 6 years ago? Maybe, I'm not sure. Then I recently watched the movies from Sorcerer's stone to Deathly Hallows. And all it did was make me wanna read the whole series over again!(Which I did)

  Anyways, TWILIGHT. The first time I've seen the movie posters I thought "Not beautiful enough." Edward is supposed to be godly. Bella is supposed to be..... Beautiful, at least.

Is this what I want?

Or this?

  No it's not! I admit, I had to pull out keywords like 'no makeup' or 'ugly', but could this be godly or beautiful? Fantasy-like? Yes? Either you've got eye problems or you've got some sort of mental illness. I'm sorry if you're fans, I'm sorry if you LIKE the movies, this is just my blog, my point of view. That's ALL.

Oh, BTW, look at this! So funny, so true!

 

I'M DONE!!!

Whew! I've been working on this drawing/picture for SO LONG!!!!!! I'm finally done! But no worries! It's only 1.40 in the morning! Lol. So, here it is! My newest creation! (I'm quite proud of it too)

So? Whaddya think? Nice? I especially love the hair. So shiny! I better go to sleep now. Piano lessons tomorrow!

SCHOOL!!!!!

I'm at the computer lab/room (?) now. Class starts in 5 minutes, so I'm sneaking a little tiny post now. So. Can't believe it's only half a month left until the (very major) exam!!! Like AAAAAAAH!!!!! What am I gonna do if I fail? Do I repeat the school year? Nah, I probably won't fail. NOT ENOUGH A's !!!! I'll probably get only 3 As with my luck. Or one. Or NONE. Bell's rung. FAREWELL WORLD WIDE WEB!

Play Causality 4 on Bored.com

Play Causality 4 on Bored.com:
TRY IT!!! It's fun, at least for a little while....
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Good Morning

Hello hello! It's morning here now and the weather is freakin' hot. What is it, 80 degrees in here? Probably.

    My sister's little 'pal' is coming. What was her name? Nicki? Vicky? Something like that. I was watching youtube just now and I saw a Mark Crilley tutorial. So awesome. Why can't I do that? UNFAIR!!! Oh, I also want to put up, like, ARTWORKS of mine. Masterpieces of crap. 'Cause they suck. Well here they are, down below.   

    I like the HAIR one, 'cause it looks like watercolour even if it's not really watercolour. Watercolor? Water Colour? GRRR.

    So that's probably all, and I'll see you guys, when I see you guys. Peace.

Greetings

Hello fellow internet-ers, I am Jaclyn. Here I'll be blogging about seriously random stuff. Stuff like...... Soup? Soup is good. I LOVE cream of mushroom. SO good.

     Anyways,other than soup, I'll ALSO be blogging about.... TV shows, like glee, the glee project, etc. etc. Or celebs like DIANNA AGRON. That girl is GORGEOUS. I mean it. Look at my fan art of her.

I <3 Dianna Agron!!!

That's probably it for today! So unless I find something really funny or amazing online, FAREWELL.