Sadness And Depression

I feel nervous, pissed, sad, and scared at the same time. I'm going to list out some of the things I'm worried about now....

1. PMR results

They're coming out next week!!!! I don't know how I did.... I completely forgot about how I did, since its been 2/3 months now. But to have something to go by, I got 5A's for UPSR, and 2B's. Hopefully I'll do as well, if not better, than my UPSR.

2. Time Constraints

I'll admit, I broke the time constraints set by my dad. sometimes an early 15 minutes, sometimes a late half an hour. But I did NOT stay up late yesterday and went online! I didn't! I watched Casey play, I commented, but I didn't play myself, or do anything I wanted. So stop treating me like I did something so hideously WRONG!!! Because my dad just reprimanded us for going over our 2-5 PM time constraint. So, I'm pissed.

3. Results

There's more I want to add, and that is, I have a perfect cousin. A cousin that got full A's on both PMR and UPSR. And undoubtedly SPM, too. How do I live up to that? I know they SAY they're not comparing, but I know they'll at least THINK "Gee, why can't little Jojo be like her cousin?" Don't get me wrong, I love my cousin to itsy bitsy tiny bits. Believe me. Best cousin ever. She's just so frickin' good!!!

That's all now... Farewell!