Motivation

How do I get motivation? Is it something that's just there or is it something I have to picture very clearly in my head? Because I have no motivation.

All the "studying" I do includes half-assed attempts at reading the textbook and getting sleepy and bleary, then starting to make "notes" with important points and never finish them.

People who study usually have some sort of motivation behind them that they firmly believe in. Getting that special present from filthy-rich mummy or daddy, going to a college of special interest, or making sure their parents notice them.

Perhaps my life has been far too simple. Maybe I need to get jolted into reality or something because I have NEVER had motivation before. Sure my parents have offered me presents before, but it didn't work out, coz I'm too lazy. I don't see the point. Sure when I get the results and end up being way below my goal, I regret not studying enough, but that doesn't mean I do study in the future!

Most of the time I don't even have anything special to do. I'd pick up long lost hobbies like making friendship bracelets and watching online videos(which I'm banned from) rather than study. Why? I try studying. I sit at the table, look at the books and go "Uhhhhhhhh....." I read, and the words just turn into a pile of glop.

Any suggestions? Do you feel the same too? What do you do to get motivation? Leave me a comment!

What I like/hate about myself

What I like:
- My hair
- My eyelashes
- My creativity

What I hate:
- My body shape
- My arrogance
- My laziness

If you have the time, leave a comment telling me what you like/hate about yourself!

Hiking

My mom is forcing me to go hiking. It's actually not the hiking I mind, it's the TIME. We have to arrive at 7.30a.m. So I have to wake up at 6 or so.

I wake up at 5.30 a.m during school days, but it's the holidays now, so I should get to sleep in right?

Oh whatever I'll just sleep in. Who cares about health?

No vlog! =(

So since I'm banned, I can't get a video online. Coz I don't really know how to get it online using an iPod.

Nobody really cares anyway right? I mean, I'm not really depriving anyone of anything. Except maybe beautiful black hair and really curly lashes. Not to mention an awkward figure an a face full of pimples! :)

Bet you really wanna see that huh? Just kidding! I'm actually way uglier than I've just described myself. But no matter. I'm sure I'm just in my awkward 16 year old stage. Fingers crossed!

WHY?!?!

I've been pretty good this year, I haven't sneaked any computer time at ALL, (cause as you know I've been banned) So I thought I was entitled to get what ALL my classmates had, Internet time.

They don't need to wait until holidays to play, they can play ANYTIME! And I'm not doing anything inappropriate, like porn or anything, I watch videos, write blogs, do a little yabbo-ing, it's all completely boring! Sounds like something people do when they got nothin betta to do, ain't it?

But no. I don't wanna do anything that might seem like TOO much fun, I even sneak play during the HOLIDAYS, so that my dad won't think I'm playing too much.

I just feel like it's SO unfair, that other people with much less accomplishments than me(I'm not bragging I'm just hanging with really under-accomplished people) they get to play for so long they don't even WANT to play anymore. Appreciate your laptop/desktop computers people, cause you are pretty damn lucky.

Panda cursor!

Is it good? Did I pull this off? Or is it a little too cutesy for my blog? :/ Eh what the heck. We gotta support almost extinct animals don't we?

panda cursor! XD

Click here for link to cursor!!

     Farewell forever mac cursor! Unless I chicken out and put you back in....

Hugs not kisses,

Vlogging...?

      Ohmigosh no way! A vlog? For real? YEAH for real! So that all you anonymous readers out there, (because I know you exist) can get to SEE me in PERSON! How cool would that be? I would say very, if I am a hot supermodel type with blond hair and a fabulous body, but I have NONE of that, so boo hoo to me I suppose...

      Wanna know what I look like? Stay tuned for my vlog, and check out my youtube channel!

http://www.youtube.com/user/OhSoJaclyn

bye for now!

Shane Dawson!!!!!

I. Am. Addicted.

      Seriously. It's 1.11 A.M., and I'm still up WATCHING VIDEOS OF SHANE DAWSON!!!! He is amazing. Like really amazing. Funny, talented. As an actor I mean. He has these characters that are so wacky, but I could never tell that it was Shane. Especially Shananay, Aunt Hilda, and SDeezy. Go check him out! Him and his AWESOME straight hair.

Shane Dawson!!!

Aunt Hilda

Shananay

S Deezy

      YES!!! Officially addicted! This moment is publicly announced on a completely viewer-less blog. Whooppee for me!!!

Buh-bye now!

=(

      I feel like I've failed you... I can't get the cursor online.... I can use it on my desktop, NO PROBLEM. But on my blog? No way. So I guess I'll stay with macbook for now, since the colours are all matchy.

      This is just a short notice, so farewell now!

New cursor

So I've been thinking. (Ouch, my head) and I thought that having a customized cursor would be SO cool, especially since I, genius that I am, have already MADE one. Here it is!

Oh So Jaclyn cursor!

      Oh, I know. It's not 'flashy' and 'cool' but it's MINE!!!!! And Imma put it up. NOW!!!!

Signing off,

WOW

      I am actually ON a laptop. How cool is that? Not very. I know. But it's been so long since I've accessed the blog using a KEYBOARD. A real live KEYBOARD! *Fan girl scream*

yay!!! Laptop!!!

      So the reason I'm allowed, is because there is a one week school holiday next week, so I guess my dad is giving us kids a break. Also my brother used to sneak-play when my parents are out. I took pictures of him playing, and I will post them.... I think.... Probably not. He'd kill me. Not that he could, I mean. Just figuratively. "kill" me. With giant air quotes.

      So. I used this chance to finally fix the picture settings on my blog, because using the ipod is REALLY tough. No customization at all. So I think the next time I use the ipod, no pictures, and no signature. Just plain text all the way through. Sorry for neglecting you slow, easily distracted people out there.

So anyways, sayonara, hasta la vista, love you lots,

Examination.....

I love exam time! No, I'm no A student, tell you why I love it though. Light bag, early dismissal, and NO homework. Plus, if you go to my school, and you just MIGHT be, we get holidays right after the exam. So it's examexamexam and BOOM instant holiday. I really dislike this blogger app thing. It just doesn't give enough customization for me.

On a wholly unrelated note, I love JennaMarbles!!!!! I initially thought she was something like iJustine. Kinda *cough cough* shallow. But she's smart! She has all these different views about stuff in her life, or just general life stuff. I love her humor too. Downside? Her SWEARING!!!!! It's like censoring everywhere!!! Just full on f*** f*** f*** everywhere!!!!! My parent's will think I'm watching some sort of swearing marathon or something.

That's it for today! Until next time,

My cyberless life

I'm banned from the Internet world, but I WILL PREVAIL!!!!! Bored though I might be, I will survive to be a better, technology deprived person. Check out my artwork in the post below, and THANK YOU for actually reading this! :)

My masterpieces

As promised, pictures of my art stuff! The frames of pictures are actually on my desk wall. Stuck on with PVA glue:)